Defiance is dead to me now!
I have been battling through the extraordinarily long patches for this game, the disconnects, incredible lag times so severe you can't reload a weapon or even pick up ammo. Today, the game died for me. After another hour long patch, my characters were black at the character screen. I thought...maybe they did that on purpose, but it's weird....Then I log in and I find a graphical nightmare. Far beyond any game I have ever played, this beats them all in crap-tasticness. I have with extreme sadness finally come to realize that this game will not make it to season 2. There is no way to save it from itself. It seems intent on destroying itself.
But, I have hope as I think I can log out, go back to the xbox desktop, and try starting it up again. Maybe, just maybe there's a part of a patch that didn't download correctly...
And then, Hope is crushed altogether as the only option available to me is to install the entire game once more. This will not happen ever again to me. The game has died. I sadly remove the disc from the tray and place it reverently in its case. I will be strong though, and not shed any tears. Tomorrow at first light, I will bury it, and all memories that go with it. I will move on with my life, but Defiance will not be part of it.